Thursday, 30 June 2011 @ 23:10
You see carving a smile but is that really a smile ? Am i really what you think i am ? I am human , afterall .
I think sooner or later , i will be having a mental breakdown . Im stressed about bahas issues especially payment and liasing , i know nothing at all .. The seniors are not helping , My team doesnt really care anything at all . they are more experience with admin stuffs but why am i facing this alone ?
I think ive had enough , its been ME , ME , ME , ME . I am doing much of the stuffs ! i know its bad complaining but i need to blurt it all out and i have nobody .
I am there for you when you need me , will you be there for me when i need you ?
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I am happy because ive passed all my modules for my Common Tests , Alhamdulillah . I am happy too because i am going to receive a token for getting in the list of best speakers . thats what they told me :)
A text in the morning can help me cheer up . I received one but , itu pon , suro minta tolong sign attendance . bleargh !
I basically must have this as my companion . Jyeah , i skipped . Its been weeks , my dear rope is on a hiatus i supposed . Yes , I need to do this everyday , 300 skips per day ? InsyaAllah . I just did :D
I need to download songs !
Wednesday, 29 June 2011 @ 23:11
I am spending the time with Mastari , someone who shares the same birthday with me ; 10 May 1992 . Whats even more unique is that we are both from madrasahs ; Al Maarif and Mwti :D . Talking about Mwti , aahh , memories .
Smile ; thats the antidote of everything . When Allah gave us rain , we complained saying it was cold , dark with no fluffy clouds to cheer us up . However , He gave us a rainbow , a magical rainbow to help us smile . So guys , Smile :D
The Grass is greener on the other side , do ponder :D
Tuesday, 28 June 2011 @ 22:54
Tears rolled my cheeks , it was a very sad episode of winter sonata . I feel it , Yes , i may not be in a relationship but , i am truly amazed by the power of love .
I dont regret loving you first , this way , you can lean on my shoulder when you need me . Yes , it hurts , seeing how love isnt reciprocated as desired but thats life . I will be there for you , always :)
I dont want to get involve in another pursuit of love , please . I am running away from this .
I won't cry for you, I won't do that kind of thing now
Please don't do that, I can't be soothed
The truth is I want to forget it all
When I couldn't see you I realised you were my everything
When I want to smile, will you look at me and cry?
Which is my one hope that you can't do it at all
When I want you to look at me, will I fall apart?
No matter how you try to forget, can you forget?
To love only one person is really tough
But I honestly didn't know that
Extracted online .
A cab driver taught me a million dollar lesson in customer satisfaction and expectation. Motivational speakers charge thousands of dollars to impart his kind of training to corporate executives and staff. It cost me a $12 taxi ride.
I had flown into Dallas for the sole purpose of calling on a client. Time was of the essence and my plan included a quick turnaround trip from and back to the airport. A spotless cab pulled up.
The driver rushed to open the passenger door for me and made sure I was comfortably seated before he closed the door. As he got in the driver's seat, he mentioned that the neatly folded Wall Street Journal next to me for my use. He then showed me several tapes and asked me what type of music I would enjoy.
Well! I looked around for a "Candid Camera!" Wouldn't you? I could not believe the service I was receiving! I took the opportunity to say, "Obviously you take great pride in your work. You must have a story to tell."
"You bet," he replied, "I used to be in Corporate America. But I got tired of thinking my best would never be good enough. I decided to find my niche in life where I could feel proud of being the best I could be.
I knew I would never be a rocket scientist , but I love driving cars, being of service and feeling like I have done a full day's work and done it well. I evaluate my personal assets and... wham! I became a cab driver.
One thing I know for sure, to be good in my business I could simply just meet the expectations of my passengers. But, to be GREAT in my business, I have to EXCEED the customer's expectations! I like both the sound and the return of being 'great' better than just getting by on 'average'"
See the wonders of make ups ? So guys , dont fall for girls who scores on appearance . Go for those with the heart of gold . Its worth it .
Ive spent almost 2 hours , giving my bike some make up . New Reflective Rim Linings on the Rims , Some stickers on the tank , New IU stickers and basically i cleaned the bike up . It was worthy of the 2 hours . I am happy :D
Please dont go away from me ,
Bleargh , Would you rather hold on to something that you will lose or dont hold on to something at all . If you hold on to something , you will be more depressed should that something is gone . If you dont hold to it , you wont feel depressed as much as you will feel should you hold on to it .
I will spend some time in the gym tomorrow ~
I am not watching winter sonata today because i have some assignments to do . .
Monday, 27 June 2011 @ 09:47
It was nice , feeling the cool breeze while jogging . It definitely calms you Mentally , Physically and Spiritually . I remember when i was feeling low , i went out , going for a jog . I remember saying this to myself " halim , dont give up halim , keep on running , keep it up , u're going to achieve greatness just like u're going to reach the ending point of your run . c'mon halim , u're not a quitter .
I care what people said about me , im going on and on in circles , searching for perfection .
Pecah bro , Pecah . Ada satu jantan ah , mau bikin pasal sama gua . dia mahu bahan sama gua . dia pikir wa adek2 ah , wa lagi hebat dari apa yang lu pikia ah , wa tahu wa tak pena gado , tak pena pukol sama olang , tapi lu mau jadi wa punya first experince ? sudahlah lu , lu pelangai sama macam itu budak2 world , wa rilek , wa chill , wa duduk satu corner minom kopi pon cantek lo .
Kenapa wanita cantik bila bertudung?
Tuntutan agama
●❤● Putri Rasulullah kemudian menanyakan apa yang dilihat ayahandanya. “Aku lihat ada perempuan digantung rambutnya, otaknya mendidih.Aku lihat perempuan digantung lidahnya, tangannya diikat ke belakang dan timah cair dituangkan ke dalam tengkoraknya.
Fatimah Az-Zahra kemudian menanyakan mengapa mereka disiksa seperti itu?*Rasulullah menjawab, “Wahai putriku, adapun mereka yang tergantung rambutnya hingga otaknya mendidih adalah wanita yang tidak menutup rambutnya sehingga terlihat oleh laki-laki yang bukan mahramnya.
Mengurangkan dosa
●❤● Sehelai rambut yang diperlihat kepada seorang lelaki, satu dosa anda dapat. Kalau sehelai rambut sengaja diperlihat kepada 10 lelaki maka 10 dosa anda dapat. Tahukah berapa ribu helai rambut anda? dan tahukah berapa ribu lelaki yang anda hadapi setiap hari?.
Lebih pintar dan tenang
●❤● Kepala yang dilindungi tudung akan lebih selesa, cuaca panas dapat dilindungi melalui pemakaian tudung. Kepala yang sihat dan selesa akan mendorong kelancaran perjalanan darah di otak, otak akan dapat berfikir dengan cepat dan baik.
Tidak membazir
●❤●Tidak perlu pening-pening kepala membazirkan masa nak luruskan rambut, warnakan rambut dan membazirkan wang membeli shampu, pewarna rambut yang mahal atau pergi ke salun.
Lebih sopan dan manis
●❤● Lebih 98% lelaki mengakui wanita bertudung nampak lebih sopan dan manis. (Jadi wanita2 nie ada value added sebenarnya)
Rambut lebih tahan lama dan sihat
●❤● Fakta: Rambut yang terdedah kepada sinaran UV akan merosakkan rambut. Walaupun anda memakai syampu pelindung, hakikatnya syampoo itu sendiri mengandungi bahan kimia yang merosakkan.
Menjadikan diri anda “Mahal”
●❤● Kebanyakan lelaki berpendapat bahawa wanita bertudung ibarat buah epal yang sedang masak ranum di pokok tetapi sukar dicapai kerana kedudukannya yang tinggi di puncak pokok berbanding epal-epal lain.
Lebih dihormati
●❤● Wanita bertudung lebih dihormati ramai, setiap tutur katanya menjadi panduan dan kesopanan serta sifat merendah diri menjadikan anda begitu dikagumi..
Dialogue in the Dark Singapore
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Block 5, #01-03
535 Clementi Road
Singapore 599489
Please book in advance! Phone: (+65) 6460 6222
Opening hours: Monday to Saturday: 9am to 6pm
Tickets
Adult: $20
Child / Student (Aged 9 and above): $12
We went to dialogue in the dark today , it was an awesome , eye opening experience . I spent almost 1 hr , spending time inside, as a blind person depending on one stick , my senses and my other blind friends . There was total darkness inside and we learn on how we survive in the modern world . it was tough .
I realised that when we were blind , we tend to talk really loud , because we fear people arent listening to what we said , especially me . It was hard walking on unstable bridges , riding on boats , crossing the traffic light and also buying food . for fear you might get cheated . I bought $2 worth of cookies and drink but i paid $10 , i had to trust the seller to return me the exact change .
However , there was plenty of contact between guys and girls because it was total darkness and we dont know who is infront of us . Atikah's head was recognise because she's the only one with tudung . All the other girls , im not that sure because all of them seems the same in the dark . I , sometimes, had to hold on to some of the girls hands for support . However , we hold hands with the guys too ! It will be so cute if there's people recording .
It was a fun experience and i hope that i can bring in some friends to experience this experience .
Atikah has this one minute of stupidity . She was like calculating out of 30% , how much did she fare . However , our essay was out of 30 so the percentage is like what we fare . 23.5/30 is directly equivalent to 23.5% . Atikah spent time using the calculator , refusing to heed my advice . HAHA , it was so epic that she confessed here one minute of stupidity and all humans has one minute of stupidity per day .
I have a friend who dont keep numbers of their friends GF . I dont know why but im not that type . I am more comfortable with Attached Girls . why ? because i have the comfortness of talking to someone whom i wont fall for . This is funny , why am i even posting this ! HAHA .
Nights people . Nights Hantu .
Sunday, 26 June 2011 @ 01:06
Ddukbokkie .
Thank you , i will miss you .
Saturday, 25 June 2011 @ 21:31
Lets say u've pledged never to meet someone , but you long to see him , would you stick to your promise or you meet him ?
I am the type who would say , i will meet her .
I am a sucker for love stories , its giving me butterflies . The Notebook was one example of a brilliant super romantic story . I watched once and vowed never to watch it again . It touched me so bad that i look super weird , potraying my sad face in the mrt . Now , i had to endure 20 episodes of Winter Sonata . Lucky i will spend the time at home .
Cage@kallang , with NPMSS and MKS . NPMSS means Ngee Ann Muslims Students Society while MKS means Masjid Kampung Siglap . Man , i rock !
I am too egoistic that i fear rejection .
Thursday, 23 June 2011 @ 09:00
I am back .
Hello guys , I am back .
Yes , ive stopped blogging because there's lack of readers , but who cares . I am back .
Basically my new blog macamhal.bs.com is a new diary for me , except for my twitter . Twitter is my dynamic diary ! Do follow me on twitter .
I am rotting with Winter Sonata's drama . Jyeah , i dont watch drama and i am not a fan of korea . but i will watch this drama ah . Ive promised .
Piano , great . i am not musically inclined but i will try .
I will post about my awesome adventures at JB and Batam later on .
toodles people :D
